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I was waiting for my 3:30 “Chief Complaint: Rash” to show up when a co-resident’s sister texted her about “an explosion” at the marathon finish line. Almost immediately (as we were skeptically searching Google News and Twitter’s #BostonMarathon hashtag for verification), the hospital over-headed the verification we were looking for: “ALL AVAILABLE ANESTHESIOLOGISTS PLEASE REPORT TO THE OR IMMEDIATELY. ALL AVAILABLE ANESTHESIOLOGISTS PLEASE REPORT TO THE OR IMMEDIATELY.” Within seconds, sirens blared and we saw ambulances rushing out of our emergency department.

It was real.

It took us a minute to gather our thoughts before we rushed down to the ED in case backup was needed. On our trek across the hospital, we ran into numerous other physicians, nurses, and other medical personnel, many of them also in a hurry to get to the emergency room. Police officers gathered at every hospital entrance and placed us on lock-down.

In the ED, the adrenaline was palpable. The non-marathon-associated patients were being mobilized in an expedited manner in preparation for the unpredictable. The trauma teams were there. The beds were clean and ready. And I was surrounded by a variety of colleagues all gathered without having been called, all with the same intention and for the same purpose: to help. There were medical students who had come in on their afternoon off in case the hospital needed extra manpower. A co-resident had run back to the hospital after an exhausting 24-hour shift in the pediatric intensive care unit “just in case.” A pastor was pacing the emergency waiting area, ready to support grieving families.

Fortunately, our hospital did not receive any children with life-threatening injuries. While the same cannot be said of our adult side, one thing is true: there were more personnel immediately available to help than there were wounded. And most personnel stayed at the hospital past the end of our shifts in case we were needed.

Bostonians across the city were busy doing the same. We’ve all heard the stories already… the marathoners that kept running to the nearest hospital to donate blood; the firefighters and cops carrying mangled bodies to safety; the spectators running towards the bomb to help the injured; people opening their homes to perfect strangers from around the world after all the area hotels had closed down.

I can only account for my experience from my own hospital, but I am confident that my experience was a universal one. That out of a horrific day where innocent people lost limbs, and families lost loved ones, we found ourselves united to a common end. Because for every act of evil, there are one-thousand acts of kindness. And because tragedies like yesterday’s do less to highlight what is wrong with the world, and more to reveal what is right about humanity.

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In memory of Martin Richards, 8; Krystle Campbell, 29; Lu Lingzi, 23; and the over one-hundred innocent that were injured in Boston on 4-15-2013

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It’s been 1,095 days! That’s 26,280 hours! Which equals 1,576,800 minutes! Or 94,608,000 seconds! Wowza!  Time flies when you’re having fun :)

Suuuuuuuure do love you!

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Hi. I’m Wolfgang. I have a little brother called Merlin, and my parents are the girl that writes this blog (DotS) and Jeffrey.

I don’t like winterstorm Nemo. And I will tell you why.

First of all, Jeffrey was stuck in a hotel last night after work because of the snow. All schools and businesses closed early, and everyone got to go home and enjoy an early start to the weekend. But I guess hospitals don’t work that way. DotS and Jeffrey were really excited to become doctors… until they realized that that means being “essential personnel” for the rest of their lives.

Second of all, being a dog really limits my bathroom-going opportunities. Especially when you’re a good dog like me, who only goes outside on the grass. So last night when DotS was like, “You wanna go outside?!!” and let me out into the middle of a BLIZZARD, I felt deceived. Did she actually expect me to do my business in those conditions? The wind was crazy. The snow was deep. I was cold. And where the flip was my grass?!

I needed to pee, but I was excited! I was miserable, but I wanted to play! Then I got distracted, and started rolling in the snow. Then it got all caught in my long hair, and I started to shiver. I demanded to be let back in the house, and made a huge mess when all the snow melted off my hair. Then I got angry because my bladder was full, and I started barking senselessly. Then she didn’t feed me dinner so I wouldn’t need to poop. And then she went to bed! THE NERVE!

NEMO IS THE WORST.

The next morning DotS grabbed a shovel and for 45 minutes dug out a path for me that led to a tree. She thinks she’s so smart. What, just because I’m a dog I’m gonna run to the first tree available?! Hmph. Obviously, I refused to pee again. What does she think I am, an animal?

Finally, after she’d had her morning coffee and bowl of cereal, and watched one unnecessary episode of “Hoarders: buried alive,” she had some sense knocked into her and she carried me out onto the plowed street.

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She dressed me in my thick coat and winter boots. I looked like a fool, but my paws didn’t freeze off.

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The snow drift outside our house was like 3 feet tall. I’m glad she carried me. The snow went up to her thighs!

After 20 minutes of walking up and down the street, I did it.

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See how good I did? I also pooped. But she didn’t feel the need to photograph that for some reason. I went an entire 18 hours without having an accident. BOO-YAH! I’m pretty much every dog-owner’s dream.

When I was finally ready to go inside and be warm again, I had to pose through an interminable amount of useless pictures. Ugh. She’s so predictable. And irrational.

Seriously. What could possibly be interesting about me standing on the snow-buried table?

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But at the end of it, I got my reward. She ran me a warm bath and I finally stopped shivering.

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Now I’m warm, my bladder is empty, and I smell delicious.

And she finally fed me!

-Wolfgang

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I don’t buy rings.  My two ring fingers are forever already being used.  The one on the left tells the world I’m taken.  It’s pretty and sparkly and dainty in white gold. The one on the right tells the world I went to THE GREATEST university on the planet. It’s large and obnoxious and bulky in yellow gold.  It’s my Aggie Ring.

I put it on for the first time in 2006, the day I earned the right to wear it according to Texas A&M University, and it has been on my finger since.  It’s been part of me long before our football team was awesome, and our freshman won the Heisman.  It came with me on my great European extravaganza.  It accompanied me the day of my wedding.  It’s been my good-luck charm during every board exam of my professional career thus far, and it’s keeping me company tonight, as I type these words at 4 am from the recesses of some (unusually quiet) pediatric emergency department in Boston.

If I ever lost it, it would be tragic.

And when people ask why I care to wear my college ring 24/7, I have no good answer.  Because like all other Texas A&M traditions, “from the outside looking in you can’t understand it, and from the inside looking out you can’t explain it.” We’re ok with that.

It is a reminder that Aggies do not lie, cheat or steal, nor tolerate those who do. It is Reveille, and the Corps of Cadets.  It is Midnight Yell, the 12th Man, and the exciting first notes of the Aggie War Hymn.  It is the memory of Bonfire.  It is the inexplicable representation of the weirdly strong pride we take in being Aggies.  A little golden nugget that connects us to each other no matter where in the world we are…  like constantly wearing a neon sign above our heads that we may recognize each other, support one another, and remind ourselves that we have family everywhere.  It was designed in 1894, and every graduating class has worn the same one since.  It is the glue of the Aggie network.

I found an Aggie Ring on a subway in Rome once.  The guy wearing it had graduated a good 20 years before me.  And just like that, in the half a minute we had to exchange phone numbers, my best friend and I scored free room and board in his home in Vienna.

And that’s pretty much all I can do to explain it to you.

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Today marks the 2nd anniversary of this blog… WHEEEE!!!  Over the past 24 months, DotS has turned into so much more than I had initially—and wishfully—envisioned.  It has more than served its original intention to help relieve the stresses of a busy medical career by reminding me of the things, besides medicine, that make me ME.  It has kept me connected to family, pushed me to keep my hobbies alive, and allowed me to stumble upon a wonderful community of other bloggers, artists, photographers, story-tellers…

So THANK YOU.  Thank you for reading, for subscribing, for liking, and for commenting.  Thank you for entering my cyber life and for allowing me to enter yours.  Thank you for validating all the hard work I put into making sure I’m having a good time :)

I will leave you with this perfectly lovely thought, which I ran across yesterday thanks to a dear friend*:

“A happy person is not a person in a certain set of circumstances, but rather a person with a certain set of attitudes.” -Hugh Downs

It is my mantra for life, and my hope is that Doctor on the Side will help inspire you to make it yours.

MUAH!

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*thanks for the quote, Duderonomie!

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You may have noticed that I have been MIA for a month.  Heme-onc (the pediatric cancer ward) came back to haunt me, and take up all my time.  I’ve been getting through a large coffee every morning and a double-shot espresso every afternoon, and in the evenings I find myself juggling two options: sleeping a full 6 hours, or showering.  As one of my fellow residents tends to say: “It’s not very glamorous.”  I WOULD like to announce, however, that I finally hit the 2 week Sister Patty effect with heme-onc.  Remember how frustrated I was at the beginning of the year when it never came?  It came.  A few months late, but it came!  And now, as my second month of heme-onc comes to an unexpectedly quick close, I realize that so is my first year as a pediatric resident.  And I think I am ready to not be The Intern anymore.  I think.  In celebration of this realization, and of surviving the year I’ve been scared of ever since I decided to become a doctor, Wolfgang and I treated ourselves to a long quiet hike today (which I promptly documented with a few quick iPhone shots).  Did I ever tell you that our quaint little house is in front of a forest?  And that upon stepping outside our front door, you practically walk into a wooded hiking trail (a.k.a.: our secret garden)?  Maybe that’s how Jeffrey and I survived intern year…

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in the door from work, and out the door with Wolfgang for an impromptu hike (in my weekend work attire)

my ever-faithful hiking buddy, boy-scout neck-tie and all…

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“i love this i love this i love this i love this!!!!” -Wolfgang

discovering new flowers… what IS this?

stopping for a quick drink in this freshwater stream, and to take in its relaxing sound

Sorry this took soooooo looooong!  Shame on me!  I hope you all had a splendid weekend!

Sorry this took so long, but remember, comments and “likes” make a blogger’s heart happy!  Subscribe for email post notifications on the right-hand sidebar, and follow me @DoctorOnTheSide!

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